The Letter Black Album

You always try to ignore Him
But in the end you'll know he's real
For some reason, you have decided
He isn't real

Won't you tell me
Why things have gotten out of hand
Did we go wrong
We're no longer
No longer under God

Keep pretending that He's not here
But know that you won't escape hell
For some reason you have decided
He isn't real

Does this surprise you
Why does this surprise you

I will trust in You
To take me from my pain every day
Will I cast my fear
Into Your arms of love every day

Heal me from the scars of life
Breathe in me newness of life
Save me from the sins of man
Pick me up so I can stand

Will I live for You
To only do Your will every day
Will I let You lead
Take me through the path every day

I'm searching for something
And I'm looking for answers

Tell me why is everything so confusing
Can you show me where to find Him

I know I must die
Over and over
And I know I must die
Over and over again

I'm longing to be free
And I'm leaning on His grace

You seem so confused
Blinded and betrayed
They've all lied to you
Turned their backs again

Life is falling out of reach
And you don't understand
God is always here for you
And he's just a prayer away

You seem so alone
Don't know what to do
They've been lead astray
Now they're leading you

Some say time heals wounds
Then why am I still bleeding?
The pain is overwhelming
Paralyzing all of me
I can't hold on forever
I'm not strong enough to make it
I'm starting to go blind, this curse is killing me

The light seems so out of reach
You're all I need
You are more than I need
You are the one
But am I willing to see

Time keeps passing by
Still I don't feel a change
What keeps holding me
From the life that I need
I can't seem to break
All these chains gripping me
I have to change my life
If I don't I won't live

I'm not afraid of what I have to do
And now Your love is what I choose

Some people feel the void inside
They try to fill the emptiness
With anything in touch or sight
They try to ease the pain

The void affects everyone
But how we respond is up to us

I can feel you now like a virus in my veins
I want you more and more
Jesus you're my overdose

People have sex and drink to death
And some depend on drugs for peace
But nothing else can satisfy
I think it's time for change

There's no more running
I'll have to finally submit
I don't know when turned
How can he forgive me?

I don't know what it will take
I don't know if I will break
I don't know if I can forgive
I don't know

I can't keep hidig
One day I'll have to quit this
I need to ask him in
Why should he forgive me?

Another night I'm all alone
I wonder why it's always this way
I shut myself inside my room
I cry non-stop through the night

And I wonder why
Tonight may be my last
If you're not here I won't make hit though
Tonight please get here fast
No one but you can save me this time tonight

Another day has come and gone
Still no one asks if I'm okay
So I roll up my sleeves to expose my scars
I look around and still I see no one cares

I've had enough
So I grab my gun
I say to myself This time I'll make sure I die
I go to the mirror for one last look
But the man I used to see is no longer there
I start to cry
I put the gun to my head
I hear someone come into the room
I look and see Jesus standing there
With tears in my eyes I say tonight

The world is fading away it's dying today
Along with everything it craves

Deceiving everything that stands in its way
It doesn't care who you are

I want the truth when what we say
Is not in line with what we do
I want to see a different face
Not like the one you see in me

This world will some day end
It's not far away
Will you die or choose to live someday

We make a promise to love unconditionally until we die
We make a promise to the one that we will love for all our lives

Through the good and the bad
Here I am I give my life to you
For richer or poorer
Until death do we meet

We make a promise to stay true to the one God's given us
We make a promise to love and to live and to laugh and share our lives