The Autumn Offering Album

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Just one more high
This life is all I know
Hide in myself
I'm condemned by myself
I'll decay before my time
Choking upon this
Guilty deed of mine
Home on the floor
You can hit me once more
Will power is dead and gone

Confined
This guilty deed of mine
My life
I'll decay before my time
Confined

Just sit back
And watch it all
I can't be what
You want from me
Regret has set
And sank its teeth in me
Into the skin
Not knowing when I will win
Bruised body is all I hold
It's not my choice
I have no grip on this
Blinded by light
Always losing my fight
Just crumble and lose it all

Confined
This guilty deed of mine
My life
I'll decay before my time
Confined

If you only saw it all
Would your words even change?
The torment, the anger
Out last demise
Your truth defeats my time
All and all
For what it's worth
Would you change
Your fucking mind?
You carry on
I'll walk behind
No need to test our time
The story goes on again
It all repeats the same
The crying, screaming
Loss for words.
Your memory remains
All I ask for is strength of mind
I numb to ease the pain
You play your part
The victim at heart
Once more repeats the same
The yearning keeps burning
It all repeats the same
Regret, it sits
I can't be proud of this
Condemned I am
Just sit inside this shell
Hide all my feelings
And take me from this world
I could not leave
All I know behind

This power's racing
Through these veins
An anger grows and
Forgets my name
(Forgets my name)

Breaking down
I see red.
There's one more dose
Just one more dose
To clear my head

I hate
I hate this sickened world
You know
You know what I mean
Can you
Can you save me now?
Help me from falling down

Embrace the gutter
Cut up another
These little white pills
Won't kill you now

Tomorrow's empty
One taste to hold true
Today I tempt thee
Ask not what I do
I face a new day
With eyes dark and black
I ask my own mind
Now there's no
Turning back
I hate this sick
World of life
You know what
I feel inside
Can you save me now?
I'll try
Help me from falling down

Where were you
In this world?
Where were you?
I don't know
I gave it all
And you gave none.
What's left inside
Is left undone

This time confronted
With all these
Ghosts I'm haunted
Won't you bear my shame?
I made this mistake
I hate to hear
These words now
I'll walk this
Path no more

Now when you're
Looking down
Down upon me
Well don't you try
And forget
What you have done
It's stuck in me
And I won't forget
This time

Where were you
In all this world?
Where were you?
I don't know

I gave it all and
You gave none
What's left inside
Is left undone
I gave it all
You gave it none
It's been so long
Since you have gone
You had the world
You threw it out
It'll all come back to

So many times
Fucked up
Been stuck
Too many lies
To keep locked up
I've made these mistakes
For that I'll pay
You wait and see
Self destruction
Seems to be
The only way

The truth are lies in me
Anger leads misery
I'll try so hard to
Change from day to day
Falling back is all I know

This book
Is broken upon
The time of death
Is chosen
Falling down
No turning back now
I've tried so hard
Through the years
I tried so hard
But only failed

Feels like I'm always
Stuck in here
My mind this hell
I feel it's time
To make a change
This time we'll see
I'll say to you
Don't hold your breath
Don't hold your breath
You will regret

I've made an attempt
For that I should
Make a change
Self destruction lies
I know what you want
I cannot be what you want

Morphed into another life
Like a sick
Sick dream come true
Alternate reality
An impossible fantasy
I cannot be a slave
In this society.
To ease your pain
I will say it's
Not meant to be
A link to our future
It's been
Breaching our past

Blank screens
Filled with dreams
Inconsistencies
Inhuman disease
Blind friends
Are in between
Inconsistencies
This future disease

Morphed into another life
Like a sick
Sick dream come true
Alternate reality
An impossible fantasy
Wake up blind
One more day now

Please allow me
To say hello
I'm behind your eyes
Please allow me
To say hello
I'm the master
Of the lies

I'll do this for him
It has always been the same
I hate to save you
That's why I'm here
For all your pain

Please allow me
To say hello
One more time
For the thrill
As I come in
For the kill

Remember when
We saw the end
And said goodbye?
Remember when
I came in
And showed this sin?
Come once again
Remember when
Remember what?
Remember this
My sin

I'm stuck
Search for better days
Still fucked
It always seems the same
This is a constant
Battle inside
This is my life
No end in sight
No luck
My time is almost out
You'll see
What's inside of me

This is a constant
Battle inside
This is the truth
This is the fight
I hate the day
I haste the way

I'll crush this world
In pure dismay
The constant fight
No end in sight
I'll cut my wrist
To see the light
These bitter days
Are laid to waste
This darkened trail
I will face

Witness this fallen solider
Fall back to me
I hear your screams
Head held high
Above the
This face on unknown terror
I see your
I feel your horror

Walk the line
Just once last time
Can't see at all
I watch them fall

Stand alone
Inside now
You've been deceived
No more relief
Face scared stiff with life
Burned down with fever
Stained with my final scars

Walk the line
Just once last time
Can't see at all
I watch them fall

Deny the source
And stay your course
It's in your hands
My future lies

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