What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Self deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
Fuck it
Sometimes I can feel so touch and go
Sometimes I feel my self esteem is low
Sometimes...at least I know sometimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
And if I wasn’t me
I’d still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I’m in control
and I'm losing it
Fuck it
Sometimes I can feel so touch and go
Sometimes as my self esteem is low
Sometimes…well at least I know sometimes I’m beautiful
Beautiful
Sometimes as my feelings coincide
Sometimes while I struggle to survive
Sometimes…well at least I know sometimes I’ll be alright
Be alright (x 4)
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