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10/24/2005 |
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I'm ready;
with my eyes open wide,
living to devour all this light.
Soon, as every sun has faded
you cannot turn away.
Follow my voice
and feel the pull
I'm ready,
as I've never been before.
Your need to give in
grows ever stronger
Rest assured I will not leave you
until your world is mine.
Come closer to me
and let go
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A dangerous stream of passion
flows through my veins,
infecting my mind with madness,
blurring my senses
My fingers crawl like spiders
caressing the wall,
in desperate need of screaming
for a way out
This feeling's rushing through me, and again
I'm willing to surrender
to the violent notes that spin around.
I'd give it up for you.
This feeling's clinging to me, and again
I'm willing to surrender.
I could lose my breath, but even then
I'd give it up for you
A dangerous stream of passion
flows through my heart.
The melodies sung in secret
tear me apart
Emotions fade into music
and drift through the night,
determined to wander freely
forever more
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For long
I have been hiding;
and all the pain I hold within
sends shivers down my spine.
For long
I have been waiting
for a reason to arise,
was it all a waste of time?
I am not who you think I am,
soon I'll be letting you down.
I am not who you think I am,
I'm everywhere
You think
I have been lying,
there are secrets
that lie frozen in my silent stare.
If you go through my fears
you will see I've lost control,
all the faith I had is gone
Step back,
watch me closely;
as my crimson wings unfold
you'll see me as I am
I know, it won't be easy,
but in the end you'll understand
my instinctive need to fly
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I have waited long,
I'm waiting still.
Why did I ever think
you'd come back to me?
I guess I'll keep on dreaming
Life, the finest thread,
wears easily.
Why did I ever think
you'd come back to me?
I guess I'll keep on dreaming
Years are passing by
so slowly...
Why did I ever think
you'd come back to me?
I guess I'll keep on dreaming
Life, the finest thread,
wears easily.
Why did I ever think
you'd never leave me?
I'll keep on dreaming
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Días enteros
caminando en silencio.
Apuro mis pasos
para dejar todo atrás;
busco en la soledad
el espacio para olvidar
esa voz que me atormenta.
(Entire days I spend walking in silence.
I hurry my steps to leave everything behind;
in solitude I search for a space
to forget that voice that haunts me.)
I live in fear
when the shadows reappear
unleashing all their might.
I never thought
I'd face the demons on my own.
Make it stop!
Haunted, hunted.
Un suspiro que penetra mi alma,
un pensamiento constante e hiriente.
Sé que estás ahí, aunque no puedo verte,
nunca he podido escapar
del yugo de tus ojos.
(A whisper that digs into my soul,
a constant and upsetting thought.
I know you're there, even though I can't see you,
I was never able to escape from
your cruel eyes.)
With every breath I take,
my heart beats faster,
no matter how hard I try to unwind
tears keep falling from my eyes.
Haunted, hunted,
I'm down on my knees;
Forever I'll mourn
the loss of my innocence
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I believe that this game is far from over.
Your eyes, ever-changing,
shred my beliefs;
elusive as air, your million faces
share a smile, shed a tear,
then you're hiding again
Wherever you are, I'll find you
and leave my life behind.
Wherever you are, I'll find you;
I'm leaving now
Every moment of faith
flows unattended,
pressing thoughts so misleading
into my head.
Come out of the dark,
don't keep me waiting
for the pain is too deep...
Hear me! Come out! Free me!
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Tell me what
I could have said or done
to hold you back?
All the love I gave was not enough...
Forever I'll walk alone
My body froze
as I saw you fall
(falling down).
One single step
saw you give your heart to the Earth,
down below
Open your eyes and look at me,
I'm alone here
All at once
the wind has changed its song
to a wailing cry;
as it seems to call my name I know
forever I'll walk alone
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A storm is raging around us,
we feel its majesty.
The clouds are moving forward
unraveling my hidden thoughts
Embrace the storm
The storm is blinding our vision
as it travels through the fields.
I watch in absolute horror
for now I know the day has come
Now I know we will never
behold the sun again.
Our path is perfectly clear:
we belong amongst the clouds
The storm is building inside me
it screams to be released
it will destroy my silent existence
and now I know the day has come
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I knew you well:
your regrets, your wishes,
your secret names,
your dreams unleashed
But little did I know
once the fear was long gone
I'd be hearing words
so many long for
We sat and stared
through those trembling moments
(the key was kept
on the back of my hand)
But little did we know
once the door was open
we'd be humming songs
so many long for
For everything that we've shared in this life
you've given me a gift of song.
For everything that we've been through
I give you my all.
I'm breathing again
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I've hidden wishes for so long,
buried deep inside,
keeping them secret from a world
that'll never realize
the way I dream
Puedo ver esos ríos de luz
escapar de mi piel, hacia la fantasía
Out in the real world
you are waiting to take my hand,
I'll be looking for answer
That leads me back
I lack the will to face my fears
I'm running from it all.
And all the painful memories,
they haunt me once again.
I'm giving up...
Out in the real world
you are waiting to hear my call;
through a river of illusions
you saw me fall.
Out in the real world
you are waiting to take my hand,
I'll be looking for answer
that leads me back
outside, back in your arms
No matter how hard it may seem
we should never hide
the little things that make us real.
Show them who we truly are,
we will in time
Puedo ver esos ríos de luz
escapar de mi piel, hacia la fantasía.
Hay en mí tanto temor,
tanto mal que ocultar
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Con la vista sobre el mar,
busca entre las olas una señal,
algo que le ayude a olvidar
la verdad
Toda una vida de lágrimas.
Cede a la locura y luego calla,
por amor a un día
que jamás volverá
Cuando la rosa muera
calmará sus ansias en letras vanas,
por amor a un día
que jamás volverá
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Let the evening air in
and dim the lights;
reality's fading
as our minds fly
A heavenly glow…
The muse has spoken;
the grace of her song…
Calliopeia
Every hour, every day
my search goes on.
My precious memories
are all I have left
I gave my soul away
for a dream, for an illusion.
Who will lead me now?
Drowning in tears, I turn to you
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