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They always smashed the window
or threw the door inside my face
I left, resigned and dead in chest
but kept a thought inside me
outer world can only scratch me
deep inside i've grown so cold
but when people leave everything behind
this world seems so uncontrolled
but when you left everything i had
my world seemed to lose all hope
you walked out the door
there is no memory left
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With great expectations you run away
my friends left for new lifes
just the other day
this isolation makes me feel
more desperate than i thought it could
restlesness drifts me out of town
drifts me through smalltalk
and cigarette smoke
drink 2 buck coke, start wondering
if it maybe would
be different with
you beeing around
could your looks and your smiles
make me feel more comfortable
and these nights coming my way
make me feel so out of place
who the fuck are you to ruin my days?
and these nights coming my way
make me feel so out of place
who the fuck are you?
hey your letter was in the mail
it's good to know that you're okay
I never dared to mess it up
by telling you about my sleepless night
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Slayer ruined my childhood |
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It always felt like a heavy shaking
like bones braking
for the rest of us
trust we took back home with us
and fear it all could end as fuck up
a line between ideas of hate
and hope that we could forever stay
another day and night unreal
our past is ripped
and we can't even see
tried so hard
but failed along
tried harder than most
but it will always go wrong
it even may eat your whole heart out
don't you know
we are full of doubts
and if you stumble, if you fall
it'll never be worth the final call
i tried to get a lifeline straight
i tried to go to fix my head
but another day and night unreal
our past is ripped
and we can't even see
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He woke up this morning
and got nothing on his mind
another day - empty and in line
the time won't change
where to go from here?
lost effort to get away from fear
he was becoming angry
he knew not a thing would change
he felt so worn out gasping for derange
no hope
he didn't count on that
everyday was a fucking steady combat
it felt like
days won't change
weeks won't change
time won't change
but then it seemed
the hours were on the run
the sand was continuing flowing on
time did not stop
so did he die
no need to worry about the goodbye
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Life you've been giving
and death you have kissed
another life wasted
ignoring the risk
concrete under your feet
slowly crumbling away
another one hammered the basis
till it dropped from the sky
and it hit all those
dying for you
in the blink of an eye
because every
statement you made
is shattered and torn from your face
and every
promise you sold
meant nothing and knocked us out cold
i can still remember
every night we spent
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