Smile Empty Soul Album

Break everything you love
After all there's no hope or god above
Looking at the bright side
At the bright side

Kill everything inside
It's better to be dead, there's no where left to hide
Looking at the bright side
At the bright side

Give me just one more chance to think about it
There's more to life than sex
And there's more to me than man
And I need to pick myself up off the ground
Before I take it too well

Why do I feel like this
Whenever I get up I'm right back in the shit
Looking at the bright side
At the bright side

As long as I get my fix
I watched the pain dissolve there's nothing left but bliss
Looking at the bright side
At the bright side

Give me just one more chance to think about it
There's more to life than sex
And there's more to me than man
And I need to pick myself up off the ground
Before I take it too well

I need to rebuild my mind so I'm strong again
I need to rebuild my life so I'm full within

Cause there's more to life than sex
And there's more to me then man
And I need to pick myself up off the ground

You are my light you are my fire
The only one that's not a lier
You get me through all of my days
You keep me numb to the pain

When I'm lonely
When I'm calling out
Scream for a friend
You always hear a sound
Keep me happy
Keep me happy now
When all the world around
Crumbles to the ground
Crumbles to the ground

You keep my calm when I'm not fine
You take the pressure off my mind
And even though I don't see clear
I feel safe cause you're here

When I'm lonely
When I'm calling out
Scream for a friend
You always hear a sound
Keep me happy
Keep me happy now
When all the world around
Crumbles to the ground
Crumbles to the ground

Am I too fucked up
To really see (to really see)
You're the best friend that's killing me (that's killing me)

You get me through all of my days
You keep me numb to the pain

When I'm lonely
When I'm calling out
Scream for a friend
You always hear a sound
Keep me happy
Keep me happy now
When all the world around
Crumbles to the ground
Crumbles to the ground
Crumbles to the ground

Wait it's coming to me
I'm starting to see
So very clearly
Why I'm never happy
Cause California's lonely

California's lonely
California's lonely just like the rest of the world

I always feel sick
So hard to breathe in
My head is spinning
Rounded by the only
One that's always lonely

California's lonely
California's lonely just like the rest of the world
California's lonely just like the rest of the world
California's lonely just like the rest of the world

I'm so cold, in this heat
I'm so alone, in these crowded streets
There's no way I'm the only, one that's always lonely

California's lonely
California's lonely just like the rest of the world
California's lonely just like the rest of the world

You see these cuts and bruises
Isn't this all so amusing
I feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)
My life is so confusing
Do this to myself I'm losing
Guess I'm only proving
What everyone can see but me

And I won't let her hang myself behind me
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
Were going down and no one can save me

I am cold my legs are shaking
Theres no hope right now I'm begging
For just one sight to show me some one out there really cares (really cares)
My clothes are soaked I'm crying
Theres no doubt I know I'm dieing
I did this to myself and that's the part I can't believe

And I won't let her hang myself behind me
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
Were going down and no one can save me
Going down and no one can save me

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

I won't let her hang myself behind me
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
Were going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
Wer're going down and no one can save me

I've been through everything I've seen
Religions and beliefs
But nothings ever really held
I'll try, drugs until I die
Breaking others lives
Until I really find myself

And all these people think they know
What's missing from my show
Just admit that Jesus died for me
Take your bibles and go home

Cause as I'm walking through this life
I know that things are right
I don't know how to fill the holes, I keep
Falling in along the way
No matter what they say
No one has it figured out

You act like everything is great
There's nothing out of place
I can see right through the words you spin
You're burning up within
You're tired and your thin
Your can't believe that god let you down

And all these people think they know
What's missing from my show
Just admit that Jesus died for me
Take your bibles and go home

Cause as I'm walking through this life
I know that things are right
I don't know how to fill the holes, I keep
Falling in along the way
No matter what they say
No one has it figured out

And as I'm walking through this life
I know that things are right
I don't know how to fill the holes, I keep
Falling in along the way
No matter what they say

They always want
Don't get caught up you'll just get burned
The storm has come
To crumble my world to the ground

So now I'm cutting myself off
Am I really done with you

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore
Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore

We breath as one
To feed the fiend that I've become
This is so hard
You helped me cover all my scars

But now I'm cutting myself off
Am I really done with you

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore
Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore
Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore

Someday we'll see a better stronger me
Once I get the fuck away from, the fuck away from you

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore
Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha
I don't need you anymore
Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

Your so into this news thing on the TV set
I don't know why you care when wheel of fortune is on next
We could watch yuppie families
Playing for great prizes
We could forget about this fucked up world while TV blinds us
Your so into your game shows on the TV set
When we could watch the world explode tonight on channel ten
We could watch fucked up families
As they fuck each other

I love my job
I love the house I live in and I love my mom
I love the teachers at my school they teach me how to love

But best of all
I love the pills the doctor gives me
Don't talk shut up just refill me
Cause I'm feeling kind of low today
Pills to make it go away

My friends are great
All they do is talk without nothing to say
I (love the lake?)
The air is beautiful and it's sunny everyday

But best of all
I love the pills the doctor gives me
Don't talk shut up just refill me
Cause I'm feeling kind of low today
Pills to make it go away

I'm better off like this
Then to feel the real shit
This haze this fog this bliss
Twist the top give me another kiss

I love the pills the doctor gives me
Don't talk shut up just refill me
Cause I'm feeling kind of low today
Pills to make it go away

GO AWAY

Tell me when to eat
Tell me when to breathe
Tell me what to think, and what you believe
Tell me when to cry
Who to trust and why
And Send me off to die
I'll sacrifice my life

Cause I'm ready
And I'm waiting
To give, my life for my country
I'm so sorry
Mama don't worry
Lets hope, I'm fighting for my gods army

Hold me as I pray
This is my last day
Before I go to sleep
Freedom found the (kay?)
God I'd like to say
Thank you for the eight
Years we'll spend in vein
I'll probably die in vein

Cause I'm ready
And I'm waiting
To give, my life for my country
I'm so sorry
Mama don't worry
Lets hope, I'm fighting for my god's army

I really don't know why I'm fighting
I know theirs got to be a reason
Our government would never send us
Without a cause

So I'm ready
And I'm waiting
To give, my life for my country
I'm so sorry
Mama don't worry

The cuts I bare are deep and
And all they do is bleed
I wish I could release all
The hurt you've given me

I can't let go
And all I know is then

I hope your not alright
I hope your not okay
And when you sleep at night
Dream of only me

I know I need to forgive (forgive)
And hopefully forget
To leave the past behind is
Probably for the best

I can't let go
And all I know is then

I hope your not alright
I hope your not okay
And when you sleep at night
Dream of only me

I hope your not alright
I hope your not alright

I should only want (I should only want)
The best for you
A happy life (happy life)
The skies are blue

I hope your not alright
I hope your not okay
And when you sleep at night
Dream of only pain

I hope your not alright
I hope your not alright
I hope your not alright

Another Saturday night
Don't remind me that there nothing to do
What do we expect from life
So fucking play or teach for two
So what if I'm scare, I don't wanna come out,
It like getting busy, getting fuck up at my house
What would you think of me then
Since your doing the same under your brother dent

And there nothing that I won't do
Just feel the vibe runs through my face
And there nothing I have to prove
Just another saturday

I'm only pretending to care
I should listen to you because your trying to help
Who do you to say what fair
If your so fucking smart why can't u figure it out
I'm out of control; it was it said in the poll
I guess it just because there nothing else to do
So come and arrest me now
Wanna be like you, so show me how

And there nothing that I won't do
Just feel the vibe runs through my face
And there nothing I have to prove
Just another Saturday

Saturday
Bored out of my mind
I need to breathe
I need to fly
I wanna live
I wanna die
The things I love
I want to fly

Yea

And there nothing that I won't do
Just feel the vibe runs through my face
And there nothing I have to prove
Anyone would do the same

And there nothing that I won't do
Just feel the vibe runs through my face
And there nothing I have to prove

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Received march ninth at 6:18 pm
Sean whats up its Cody
So i was just uh driving from the old road
And theres this fucking ford truck in front of me
And it has a W'04 sticker
And it has a fucking uh a George bush sticker
You know and then it has a it has those little sticker guys
That usually people have like piss on ford or piss on chevy
And its all piss on John Kerry
Like he had all this shit on the back of his truck right
So were sittin at the stop stoplight
So i flip him the fucking W
Like you said right
And so im flipping him the W
And like he cant figure it out
And hes like telling his wife
I can see hes like
"ya theres this guy behind me ya know like doing the W sign"
And he didnt get mad right
Cause he didnt know
He thought i was like ya fucking pro bush
So i give him the W and i flip him off
At the same time dude
And then he realizes like
"Oh shit this guy isnt a fucking pro bush guy"
Ya know
And then he
The the light turns green
And he fucking he stops in the middle of the intersection dude
And then his wifes like
You could tell shes like
"What are you doing"
Ya know
And so then he just takes off
And then the next light turns red
And he fucking hits reverse
Like hes gonna reverse into me and shit
And then ya know
I was just sat there patiently ya know
Just like im not gonna budge
Im not gonna try to drive away scared or anything
Ya know
And then he just takes off and it was it was just like nothing happened
But it was funny dude
I had to fucking do something to this guy dude
Fuck

Here I am man with my big cock
So bend over boy and take my best shot
All I wanna be is the boss of you
This cowboy hat makes me king I thought that you knew

That's why, I'm proud to be
I'm so very, proud to be
I'm so god dam, proud to be
I'm so fucking, proud to be
An American right now

I'm so glad man that we rule the world
That would suck if they told us what to do
Our country here is a shining pearl
In a world that's so unjust and cruel

That's why I'm, proud to be
I'm so very, proud to be
I'm so god dam, proud to be
I'm so fucking, proud to be
An American right now

All my life I've dreamed of
Giving the finger to the
Rest of the world, ya the rest of the world (world)
When I sleep I dream of
Our bombs leveling the
Rest of the world, ya the rest of the world (rest of the world)

That's why I'm, proud to be
I'm so very, proud to be
I'm so god dam, proud to be
I'm so fucking, proud to be

I need to give up all my hate
It's only seem to every do
Is put me deeper in the grave

You only bottle up my rage
But I need to let it out
Because all it ever does is put me in a cage

And I don't know how this world can be so cold
It hurts me no one really care that your alone
And I don't know how I always seem to let it get the best of me

But I'm never gonna let it beat me down again
No, I'm never gonna let it beat me down again

Lately I've been so stressed out
'Til I couldn't even breathe
And now I'm shaking on the ground

A side of me is a dark cloud
And it needs to be released
So it can change what I'm about

And I don't know how this world can be so cold
It hurts me no one really care that your alone
And I don't know why I always seem
To let it get the best of me

But I'm never gonna let it beat me down again
Never gonna let it beat me down again

Can you see that I really wanna change
Can you see that I've opened up my cage
Can you see that now I'm not afraid

Can you see that

And I don't know how this world can be so cold
It hurts me no one really cares that your alone
And I don't know why I seem to always let it get the best of me

But I'm never gonna let it beat me down again
Never gonna let it beat me down again
Never gonna let it beat me down again

Tears of angels are falling
Children's mothers are calling
And I'm not even looking down
And Missy's demons hit the ground

Little babies are crying
Pretty ladies are trying
To bring some order to their worlds
The lord is with you little girl

And I don't know what to do
But sit here and wait for the end of the world

And I don't know what to do
But sit here and wait for the end of the world

And I don't know what to do
But sit here and wait for the end of the world

And I don't know what to do