I blame myself for never saying anything
You're dead to me but I`m the fool who still believes
That one day you`ll actually see that you missed out on everything
My innocence you devoured you fucking coward
I'm finding faith in myself tonight and finally I got it right
I must forgive you to move on
It's my only choice cause you'll never come
To fill up all the cracks in this foundation
All the fear all the panic and shame
I`m afraid I'll be like you one day
Id love to hear the things you tell yourself to pass the blame
Your own daughter barely knows your face
You set the fire and then walked away
leaving everyone to clean that mess that you had made
Everything you passed down to me
The stiff right hand this fucking disease
What do I get for being your son
Nothing
I`m finding faith in myself tonight
and finally I got it right
I must forgive you to move on
Its my only choice cause you`ll never come
To fill up the cracks in this foundation
Jesus Christ look what you've done
Abandoning everyone that you should love
You fucking failed me
All that I have left is a choice to forgive or forget
Hold you're hand to the fire
You fucking liar
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