Sarah Hudson Album

You can hate me but what do I care
Everything from the tattoo on my wrist to the color
of my hair
You created like a seed in the ground
You water me down with anorexic superheroes and
prozac popping clowns

I've already slept with the captain of the football
team, it was lame
I've already kissed a girl on ecstasy;
it's all the same
And I already forgive you mom and dad,
how could you know anyway

I'm graduating, too late for saving
I'm celebrating the beauty of the naked truth
A life complicated, sometimes I hate it
You're not me and I'm not you
It's the beauty of, the beauty of the naked truth

Fail me, but I won't flunk out
Lecture me about true love and monogamy
First, maybe you should figure that out
I'm the daughter of a self-indulgent man
And a mother who mastered the art of apology
That psychology is all that I am

I've already prayed the rosary over my best
friend's suicide
I already know what it feels like to have a part of
me die
And I already forgive you mom and dad cause I'm
still alive

I'm graduating, too late for saving
I'm celebrating the beauty of the naked truth
A life complicated, sometimes I hate it
You're not me and I'm not you
It's the beauty of, the beauty of the naked truth

I wear my flaws like a badge of honor
If I use my claws then baby you're a goner
If you're uncomfortable with being exposed
Then join the others who will never know

I'm graduating, too late for saving
I'm celebrating the beauty of the naked truth
A life complicated, sometimes I hate it
You're not me and I'm not you
It's the beauty of; it's the beauty of the naked truth

Observation
My situation
Ain't looking up
I'm having stupid suicidal thoughts
Complication
My hesitation
To cut you off
Has put me at a total lose

I'm a girl on the verge of a nervous breakdown
I'm all messed up
Baby all cause of you
I can't sleep
I'm in too deep
I'm a girl on the verge of a major meltdown
I might be all freaked out and confused
But I still wouldn't wanna be you
I'm a girl on the verge of a nervous breakdown

Devastation
My reputation
Is headed south
My medications running out

I'm a girl on the verge of a nervous breakdown
I'm all messed up
Baby all cause of you
I can't sleep I went to deep
I'm a girl on the verge of a major meltdown
I might be all freaked out and confused
But I still wouldn't wanna be you
I'm a girl on the verge of a nervous breakdown

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Congratulations
I'm your creation
Well how bout that
You better lock your doors cause the bitch is back

I'm a girl on the verge of a nervous breakdown
I'm all messed up
Baby all cause of you
I can't sleep I went to deep
I'm a girl on the verge of a major meltdown
I might be all freaked out and confused
But I still wouldn't wanna be you
I'm a girl on the verge of a nervous breakdown
I'm a girl on the verge of a nervous breakdown

I don't talk the way I should
If I could just fit in I would
I'm the new chick in the neighborhood

I don't dress the way I could
Sometimes I'm bad but it's all-good
I'm easily misunderstood
I'm just a little strange

I'm a little bit strange, don't you know
I'm not afraid to tell you so
I'm the next big thing in your little freak show
Don't you know?
I'm a little bit strange, don't you think
My moods can run from black to pink
I'm a little bit strange, but here comes the twist
I might get even stranger than this

I see the beauty in my pain
I kiss the sun and drink the rain
I'm really good at playing games
Everyday I change my name
I'm just a little strange

I'm a little bit strange, don't you know
I'm not afraid to tell you so
I'm the next big thing in your little freak show
Don't you know?
I'm a little bit strange, don't you think
My moods can run from black to pink
I'm a little bit strange, but here comes the twist
I might get even stranger

I only see when I don't look
I never want the things I took
I like the pictures in the dirty books
Like a drug, I'll get you hooked
I'm just a little strange

I'm a little bit strange, don't you know
I'm not afraid to tell you so
I'm the next big thing in your little freak show
Don't you know?
I'm a little bit strange, don't you think
My moods can run from black to pink
I'm a little bit strange, but here comes the twist

I have been lost in my life
and I mean over and over again
But there was something inside me that felt so right
You and music were my only friend
You were always there along the way
With every breath and every step I take

I can leave you alone, but I'll never leave you
I can't tell you a lie and I'll never deceive you
I can hold on forever and never let go
I know that you know
I know that you know I know

You are the voice inside me that tells me over
And over again
That my spirit can fly me,
Won't deny me
And there'll be no beginning or end
There are angels singing in the sky
They see our love and give us wings to fly, high yeah

I can leave you alone, but I'll never leave you
I can't tell you a lie and I'll never deceive you
I can hold on forever and never let go
I know that you know
I know that you know I know

Can't imagine livin' in this world without you here
Do you know what that makes me baby
Like an animal that's running from the scent of fear
All me paranoid but I'm not crazy
I know you know it's true

We're never apart, we are one heart
I'll love you over and over and over and over

I can leave you alone, but I'll never leave you
I won't tell you no lies and I'll never deceive you
I can hold on forever and I won't let go
I know that you know
I know that you know I know
And I'm never letting go, baby

Once there was a little girl
Who lived in a little house
Left there by her little self
Quiet as a little mouse
In her bed across the hall
Awake with the TV on
Lucky me I heard it all
That's my Daddy, where's my Mom

Little did you know, little did you care
Little was the man who was never there

It wasn't me, I'm not the one who hurt you
Not the one who didn't love, not the one who deserted you looking mean
Your little girl gone crazy, you don't owe me anything
I don't need you to save me
I'm not the reason for your misery, so stop
Taking it out on me (Don't you know what he did to me?)

You cry about your broken heart
And I believe it's true
But of all the roles that you make up
Don't apply to you
She was never strong enough
To get up and get out
What she could not see in you
I've got to figure out

Little do you know, little do you care
Little is the man who just won't play fair

He wasn't me, I'm not the one who hurt you
Not the one who didn't love, not the one who deserted you looking mean
Your little girl gone crazy, you don't owe me anything
I don't need you to save me
I'm not the reason for your misery, so stop
Taking it out on me

Whatever they did to you
I'm sure it was bad but Dad
Can't you see

It wasn't me, I'm not the one who hurt you
Not the one who didn't love, not the one who deserted you looking mean
Your little girl gone crazy, you don't owe me anything
I don't need you to save me
It wasn't me, I'm not the one who hurt you
No no no no and looking mean
Your little girl gone crazy, you don't owe me anything
I don't need you to save me
I'm not the reason for your misery, so stop

I felt in a perfect way
I never had a choice to make
Crest into your tidal wave
I didn't even stroke on
Sail right through your atmosphere
Close my eyes and land it here
I didn't see the trouble
And I didn't care

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I tried
I'll never turn my back on someone who loves me too

I can do almost anything I have to
But there's one thing I cannot change
I almost kind of like the pain
I wear your tattoo like a stain
But it will take forever to fade away

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I tried
I'll never turn my back on someone who loves me too
I can do almost anything I have to
But I can't unlove you
Oh no, why would I want to
I can't unlove you
Can't do that
I'll never get through that
Why would I want to

There's always time for other dreams
Why must we erase these things

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I tried
I'll never turn my back on someone who loves me too
But I can't unlove you
Can't feel that
No matter how I tried
I won't turn my back on someone who loves me too
I can do almost anything I have to