The night falls - Shadows join me
My room becomes a cell - The walls define me
Silence grabs me - It holds me down
Depression finds me - and pounds me downSolitude becomes the weapon I use
A knife that cuts meand cuts me smooth
I got a new identity - I become my enemy
A big part of me so seldom seenNo one lise to myself like I do
To myself in my room
The silence howls in my earThe deafening roar becomes so clear
I'm drowning in thin air
The more I think - The more i hate
I hate myself
I sit still but I turn
On myself
I kill my soul piece by piece
I feel myself slipping
Common sense fails meExistence flails me
Guilt trips nail meI'm here starving in my room
Eating myself cell by cell
My eyes stertching wall to wall to wall to wall
When I'm left to myselfI keep myself to myself
When I'm here by myself
I cut myself on myself
It's nothing - I'm nothing
I'm breathing in thin air
I'm choking on thin airLosing my breath in thin air
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