Pain Album

Since I was a kid I've seen greedy people
just grabbing all they could take
I promised myself I'd never become like them
I can feel they're closing up on me, closer than I ever thought
how could I have been so dumb, why didn't I see it, feel it,
smell it, taste it

it's only them coming from all directions
walking all over me again and again

they're feeding off your kindness, squeezing life right out of you
like a vampire sucks you dry, you cannot run and hide
if you give them a helping hand, they will take your whole life
without thinking twice, the only thing they want is
more and more and more

now I got a parasite into my life
I didn't see it coming 'til it almost broke me down

it's only them, you don't give - you're a taker
it's a matter of the size of your wallet
and the money that you're making
it's only them and nothing is sacred
they don't care if you break your neck
as long as they'll make it

it's only them coming from all directions
walking all over me again and again

a tattoo burned on my skin, a disease without a cure
like a blind man running in circles on a dead end street

now I got a parasite into my life
I didn't see it coming 'til it almost broke me down

it's only them, you don't give - you're a taker
it's a matter of the size of your wallet
and the money that you're making
it's only them and nothing is sacred
they don't care if you break your neck
as long as they'll make it

ah, it's only them...
ah, it's only them

The only thing I ever wanted, the only thing I ever needed
is my own way - I gotta have it all
I don't want your opinion, I don't need your ideas
stay the fuck out of my face, stay away from me
I'm my own god - I do as I please

just wipe your own ass and - shut your mouth

I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around

my mind is playing tricks on me
I am not as stable as I used to be
pushed and shoved, you know you're going too far
I will not break my back for you no more, I am gonna go my
way
I am gonna take control
time to wake up and dig myself out of this hell

just wipe your own ass and - shut your mouth

I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around - shut your mouth
you're getting what your ego deserves - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around - shut your mouth

shut your mouth

I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around

shut your mouth
shut your mouth
shut your mouth

Can't see faith through the tears
of my swollen eyes
I try to dry
I pretend it's not as bad as it seems... what a lie

how can we be so blind
every time a child dies
people are starving
rain-forests are falling
the bombs are dropping from the sky

[Refr.]
I don't know why - it sticks in my head
I close my eyes - and it hurts me so bad
I don't know why - it sticks in my head
I close my eyes - I close my eyes

I close my eyes.

I look away from this misery
and I hope the problem will disappear

but it still hurts me every time a child dies
it's like a knife you stab in my heart
and twist it, twist it, twist it around

[Refr. 2 times]

I close my eyes - I close my eyes [Repeat 4 times]

I gotta think of something
to make you think less
of me, that I am nothing
to hold on to, 'cause we are through
I dislike you

[refr.]
I wish that you could hate me
then things would be so easy
just get me off your mind
if the bitch would have a son
then I would be the one
so hate me

geese, flying from the winter
that's what I should do, do, do
or become a sprinter
and run away
'cause we are through
I dislike you

I wish that you could hate me
then things would be so easy
just get me off your mind
if the bitch would have a son
then I would be the one

I am being mean
like no one's ever been
just hate me...

I wish that you could hate me
then things would be so easy
just get me off your mind

[Refr.]

How does it feel to get kicked when you're down and out?
I said how does it feel to get pushed off the edge and just fall
Fall to the ground?

The more that you do, the less you get
Why can't you see you're going down

You're on your knees, you're begging me please
Can't get away from the needle's chill
You're taking a ride in endless time
Injected paradise

Silence rolls up like walls of noise
You're getting numb and deaf
Things are getting out of control
You're out of control

The more that you do, the less you get
The poison rushing through your dying veins
The more that you take, the more you loose
Time is taking it's toll

You're on your knees, you're begging me please
Can't get away from the needle's chill
You're taking a ride in endless time
Injected paradise

The more that you do, the less you get
The poison rushing through your dying veins
The more that you take, the more you loose
Time is taking it's toll

You're on your knees, you're begging me please
Can't get away from the needle's chill
You're taking a ride in endless time
Injected paradise

Ah, Look at all the lonely people..
Ah, look at all the lonely people..

Eleanor Rigby
Picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been.
Lives in a dream,
Waits at the window,
Wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door.
Who is it for?

All the lonely people,
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?

Father McKenzie
Writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear.
No one comes near.
Look at him working
Darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there.
What does he care?

All the lonely people,
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?

Ah, look at all the lonely people...
Ah, look at all the lonely people...

Eleanor Rigby
Died in the church and was buried along with her name.
Nobody came.
Father McKenzie
Wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave.
No one was saved.

All the lonely people,
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?

Ah, look at all the lonely people...
Ah, look at all the lonely people..

I feel your breathing down my neck
No where to hide
I thought I could get away
But it's a good day to die
My time has come and I think I'm ready, yes
I lost the game I thought I played so very well

(refrain:)
No
I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna go
No
I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna die, I got more to give

Here I'm standing accused
with a rope around my neck
Just wait for the final call
then I'll be gone

Never got the chance to say goodbye
Never got the chance to take the time to enjoy my life

(Refrain)

Don't take my life away now

(No, No, No, No)

(Refrain)

No
I don't wanna go now
Don't take my life away now

Iґm gonna ride on my addiction tide
why donґt you come and watch me die
canґt get enough - you know I never get enough
I am gonna do itґtil I die
and every time I throw my face against the wall
just to know that I am alive
my minds is getting twisted and my body's getting numb
I have succeeded the ultimate rush

leaving it all behind, I need my mind to spin me around

pull me under
suck me in, spit me out, hold me tight cause I am going down
I am what the drugs make me

I am doing time in my toasted mind
crash and burn - I guess I never learn
bring me down on my knees and drag me through the dirt
got nowhere to hide

leaving it all behind, I need the drugs to spin me around

pull me under
suck me in, spit me out, hold me tight cause I am going down
I am what the drugs make me
I fall over
shut me up, throw me out, hold me tight cause I am going
down
I let the drugs help me

I donґt wanna be alone
I guess I am not the only one

leaving it all behind, I need the drugs to spin me around

pull me under
suck me in, spit me out, hold me tight cause I am going down
I am what the drugs make me
I fall over
shut me up, throw me out, hold me tight cause I am going down
I let the drugs help me

pull me under
suck me in, spit me out
I fall over

pull me under
shut me up, throw me out
I fall over

Waking up from this dream
Got a feeling that something is wrong
There's blood in the bodies everywhere
What the hell have I done
Was I walking in my sleep or is it just a conspiracy
All I know that I'm in too deep

Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
How am I supposed leave

I lost my family, lost my jobs and my friends
There's nothing left for me to live in this hell
All I remember is there was said goodnight
And on my life is living hell

Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
How am I supposed leave

Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
Where the hell did I **go** wrong **changed from 'do'**

Where I go wrong

I need the pictures in my dreams
Where in every deposit is
Then I'm ever gonna be dream
I can't erase your memory

Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
How am I supposed leave

save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
Where the hell did I do Wrong

Save me

Where I go wrong

Save me

Use me as I use you, pull my strings
My money says that you will, that's what I pay you for
Got me served on a plate, do what you want
Show me that you care, you're the one in control

The harder you pull my strings, the harder I get
Just a question of time before I lose my mind

It's the game that you play with my head and I can't get enough
Triple sex, almost death, twisted love, the game I cannot bluff
It's the game that you play with my head and I won't get enough
Can't walk away, got to play it all the way

Tight up in this game, this game that I can't quit
Pleasure I get in pain, the pain will keep me sane
Feed my twisted mind, touch my skin with your razor blade
Strip me down to the bone, I do anything

The harder you pull my strings, the harder I get
Just a question of time before I lose my mind
The harder you tighten the rope, the harder I get
A slave to my burning desire, a taste of death

It's the game that you play with my head and I can't get enough
Triple sex, almost death, twisted love, the game I cannot bluff
It's the game that you play with my head and I won't get enough
Can't walk away, got to play it all the way

Press my face in the dirt
See how long I can hold my breath
Pour some salt in my wounds
I am just someone who doesn't
Fit in your world

How can I smile with your gun to my head
How can I reach out when you're holding me back
I am just so tired of everyone whoґs trying to save me
Just save yourself...

Fade away
I wanna fade away

You give me your hand, I don't want it
I'd rather drown on my own
You try to give me relief, I don't need it
I'd rather put the gun to my head

Bitterness is calling inside
I am already damned
The fire in my soul is slowly dying
You know destiny calls my name

Fade away
I wanna fade away
Fade away
I wanna fade away