Lillix Album

I'm walking down the street, I'm feeling kinda beat
From dragging myself to nowhere
Would you wanna hold my hand, No you wouldn't understand
Blame it on society, No ones good enough

Chorus

I saw the sun die at blackout
All of you people watch out
Stay for the week and we can
Hide till it all blows over

Verse

I saw you yesterday but you turned the other way
How's the going should I say, yeah I know you know my name
Won't you come in for some tea, we can talk about the world
How it's all made up you see, who's lying?

I saw the sun die at blackout
All of you people watch out
Stay for the week and we can
Hide till it all blows over

Bridge

Ri - se
We will Ri - se
Would you take me, mold me break me
No more faking, take me somewhere real
Where I can feel
Feel

I saw the sun die at blackout
All of you people watch out
Stay for the week and we can
Hide till it all blows over
I saw

I was never told about those little things you do
I was heading down another dead end avenue,

But it just the Little things,
I hold on to the little things,

I, I, I,
I don't understand,
How could this be true?
You told I'm the one,
Then you broke my heart in two,

It's the little things,
Oh the stupid little things,
I can't let them go,

Then I gave in you took control,
And I was the last to know,
The more you learn the less we grow,

Tell me why the dark side of your smile,
Keeps me in denial,
Oh

I am getting bored to boredom,
Everything thats new,
Living in the past is how I keep my point of view,

It's the little things,
Oh the stupid little things,
I can't let them go,

Then I gave in you took control,
And I was the last to know,
The more you learn the less we grow,

Tell me why the dark side of your smile,
Keeps me in denial,
I know this road has to end,

All of the signs says driving too hard
break again

And I was the last to know
(know, know, know, know )

It's the little things,
Oh the stupid little things,
I can't let them go,

Then I gave in you took control,
And I was the last to know,
The more you learn the less we grow,

Tell me why the dark side of your smile,
Keeps me in denial,
Oh

You got me like that, you're what I'm craving
you got me like that, you know I'm to blame
and you got me like that, every girl's the same

Every girl's the same, with number one
the first guy,
fake a smile then all the damage is done
cryin' all night

Started out doin' fine in the beggining every time,
I belonged to you
you posessed me with your lies
controlled me with good byes
I wasn't getting through

How should I be myself today
what colour should I wear
I promise I'll co-operate
if you dont leave me here

Every girl's the same, with number one
the first guy,
fake a smile then all the damage is done
cryin' all night

you got me like that, you're what I'm craving
you got me like that, you know I'm to blame
and you got me like that, every girl's the same
fall into your game

Tell me what is wrong with me
how couldnt you forsee
us being happily
who am I in me and you
got reading up to do
he's just not that into you

Why do I hate myself today
It's because of what you said
I've put in so much energy
you never even cared

Every girl's the same, with number one
the first guy,
fake a smile then all the damage is done
cryin' all night

you got me like that, you're what I'm craving
you got me like that, you know I'm to blame
cause every girl's the same, fall into your...

shoot me up with one more lie
nothing could blow our night tonight
come jack me up with one more lie
gotta get enough before I die

you got me like that, you're what I'm craving
you got me like that, you know I'm to blame
and you got me like that, every girl's the same

you got me like that, you're what I'm craving
you got me like that, you know I'm to blame
and you got me like that, yeah we're all the same

Every girl's the same, with number one
the first guy,
fake a smile then all the damage is done
cryin' all night

Every girl's the same, with number one
the first guy,
fake a smile then all the damage is done
cryin' all night
Every girl's the same

When you're wakin' in the mourning,
What do you hear? What do you hear?
When you're lookin' in the mirror,
Who do you fear? Who do you fear?
No, don't walk away from talkin', falling behind inside.

When you listen to their echo,
Who do you hear? Who do you hear?
When you're playin' in their playground,
What do you fear? What do you fear?
No, it's only yourself you're marking, finding the truth inside.

One, two, three, four, get your feet on the floor.
Everybody feel it down to the core.
Alright, alright, yeah I've heard it before.
Give into the sweet temptation!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lies inside the hollow
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You don't have to...

Follow, follow, follow, follow.

Look into the television, starin' at me, starin' at me.
Maybe it's my conscience calling, what does it mean? Who should I be?
No, it's only yourself you're marking, finding the truth inside.

One, two, three, four, get your feet on the floor.
Everybody feel it down to the core.
Alright, alright, yeah I've heard it before.
Give into the sweet temptation!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lies inside the hollow
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You don't have to...

Follow... follow... follow... follow...
Follow... follow... follow... follow...

One... two... three... four...
One... two... three... four...
One... two... three...

One, two, three, four, get your feet on the floor.
Everybody feel it down to the core.
Alright, alright, yeah I've heard it before.
Give into the sweet temptation!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lies inside the hollow
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You don't have to...

One, two, three, four, get your feet on the floor.
Lies inside the hollow...
Alright, alright, yeah I've heard it before.
Give into the sweet temptation!

I met 'em when
I went away
Perfect things he'd always say
Made me feel like I was worthy
Told me on
The Day we meet
"No more longing for someone,
Ill be there no need to worry"

Months past, you'd ask me 'bout
The day oh I come home, oh please come home
Infatuation with him
Leave me this way, but don't take it away

Why should I spend my time on you?
I know you're gonna make me cry!
I know your kind, make up your mind, cause I can't
Read through the lines, you're making me sigh
Why should I spend my time on you?

As time went by
He gave up asking
Now I'm left to start the chase
Its too late he's losing patients
Its not my fault, its not my choice
What went wrong, cause something changed
Who's to blame when nothings different

I'm back, At last
And now he says he's calling me
Wait 'round 'till 3
No call, Typical
I've been through this before
I can't take anymore

Why should I spend my time on you?
I know you're gonna make me cry!
I know your kind, make up your mind, cause I can't
Read through the lines, you're making me sigh
Why should I spend my time on you?

Invited to his home decide to go
Watching me the whole night
Wait until the times right baby
Speaks to me, starts telling what he sees
"you are more 'girlfriend type', call me when I'm turning 23"

Asshole, asshole, asshole

Why did I waste my time on you?
All you could do was make me cry!
I know your kind make up your mind
Cause I cant
Read through the lines, your making me sigh
Why did I waste my time on you?

You had me leaning over wishingg wells
Trip and fall put under your spell
And I would go under any day
For you my heart would drown in pain, oh

It's sad to say it had to be done
But don't call to tell me you found the one
It hurts beyond what words can say
If you loved me you'd be here today
Yeah

Chorus:
Lived in fantasy, you were meant for me
In a feeling hearts revealing
Hear the symphony you took away from me
Lost your feeling believing reality

The knight in shining never came
To pick me up and carry me away
I'm left here drowning in my tears
My wonderland now lives in fear
Yeah Oh

Chorus

Blind see it
Deaf hear it
Love heal it
Soon enough the numb will feel it
Blind see it
Deaf hear it
Love heal it
Soon enough the numb will feel it

Lived in fantasy, you were meant for me
In a freeling hearts revealing
Hear the symphony you took away from me
Lost your feeling believing reality
Deeper and deeper there I go
you don't know, that's why I weaken
(in a feeling hearts revealing)
maybe some other time
Deeper and deeper there i go
you don't know, that's why I weaken
(Lost your feeling believing reality)
Maybe some other time
Maybe some other time

Down that road, we all know
All things aside
I've got a few, questions you
Have to reply, and soon
'Cause I need you
Remember when, we were young
Taking a ride
Counting all, the waterfalls
That fell from the sky, with you
I miss you

Those were times I won't forget

I know without you I'll try
To stay calm, strong, beautiful
Inside my mind, like you
Just like you

As I lay, wide awake
Under the sky
Waiting for, signs that say
You'll be all right, this time
All is fine
Vividly, in my dreams
I recall times
Sitting there, with your arm
Reaching for mine, to hold
And don't let go
Those were days I can't replace

I know without you I'll try
To stay calm, strong, beautiful
Inside my mind, like you
Just like you
And if forever I try
I know I'll be questioning
Only what's right with you
Only you

You left me here with all your memories
Here you will stay
I'll be okay
With words so wise
Down fell from your eyes
Here you will stay
I'll be okay

I know without you I'll try
To stay calm, strong, beautiful
Inside my mind, like you
Just like you
And if forever I try
I know I'll be questioning
Only what's right with you
Only you

I miss you

There's something you should know
That I could never tell
You think that I am better
I thought of telling you at home or on the phone
Or written in a letter.

When the world is asleep
I am still trying to figure it out
And the secrets I'm keeping
Are what I am always about

I know I got off easy
God knows why you believe me
Hiding behind little white lies
This time I got off easy
When will you ever see?
That I got, and I got, and I got off, and I got off easy.

There's something you would know
If you could read my mind
Or look behind my cover
Creeping around at night
Is it impossible to be an honest lover?

So I'll live and I'll die
Never be satisfied 'till tommorow
Can I change this? Arrange this to keep me from feeling so hollow?

I know I got off easy.
God knows why you believe me.
Hiding behind little white lies.
This time I got off easy.
When will you ever see
That I got, and I got, and I got, and I got off easy
And I got, and I got, and I got, and I got off easy.

I know I got off easy
When will you ever see
That I got, and I got, and I got, and I got off easy.
That I got, and I got, and I got, and I got off easy.

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere
My days will go by and I'm all alone
It's over my head, I don't know what to do

You're fragile, in repair all of them say
But I don't know how to sew the wounds away
When will they fade?
It's out of my hands, can you hear me cry?

Don't you stare, I'm aware.
And you're not the one to say.
You're the same, built for shame
And I'm not that far away.

Far away...

Infinate, yet limited , you take my mind, so complex
I'll understand all in good time.
I'm poisoned again, it's like turpentine.

Don't you stare, I'm aware
And you're not the one to say
You're the same, built for shame
And I'm not that far away...
Away...

And I'm not that, and I'm not that, and I'm not that far away
No, I'm not that, and I'm not that, No, I'm not that far away...
Away...

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere...
And I'm not that far away.

Don't you stare, I'm aware... And you're not that far away...
Away...

Sleep all day when you're away, stay awake at night when you're nearby
Months before I'd slam the door while talking to you where I'd lie.
Earlier my hands stay sore as I tap them on the key
Untreated and hourly, now I'm bruise, tired, and sore
Never felt so good before.

Lonley past alone when I was unknown
Although I'm far from home, I'll never be alone.

Now it's late, we drift away as the silence takes over our speech
In a dream with you and me as we walk so patiently
Again alive, a plan, a drive, as the night becomes the ride
The mourning resides inside.
Here you'll always be beside, with me we will hide.

Lonley past alone when I was unknown
Although I'm far from home, I'll never be alone.

Far away from the pain game, stay away...
Far away from the pain game, stay away...
When I saw my past die for the very first time
Eye's shy, breath sigh, don't cry
Catch me as I'm falling.

When I saw my past die
Eye's shy, breath sigh, don't cry, don't cry
Baby, don't cry.
When I saw my past die, breathe.
Borderline can't keep me far behind.

Lonley past alone when I was unknown
Although I'm far from home, I'll never be alone.

Far away from the pain game, stay away...
Far away from the pain game, stay away...

I've got the California blues
When I am down, I always lose
So don't put me in this restraining room
Cause I don't know where to go
Now tell me, are you happy?
With how they like to exploit you too?
Are you in control now? No, cause you don't know where to go

Poor little girl, sad little world
Smile on her face, keeps us all safe.

Is she laughing when she's smiling?
Or is that a face that she carries 'round?
To use when she hits a low
Just shake it up, let it go.
How do you deal with their lies and blues?
If you're feeling down you'll always lose.
So don't put me in this restricted room
'Cause I don't know where to go

Poor little girl, sad little world
Smile on her face, keeps us all safe.

Now tell me, are you happy?
With how they like to exploit you too?
Are you in control now? No, cause you don't know where to go

Poor little girl, sad little world
Smile on her face, keeps us all safe.

I'm unlisted, I'm resisiting, all the lies the minds are twisted
Can't believe in honesty, please don't turn your back on me
I am breaking, molding, making. All these thoughts are over taking.
Everything I want to see, hoping you will stay with me.

I... am weakening. I... am weakening. Stay.

Am I folding? No, I'm holding on to what the signs are showing
Everything that's meant to be doesn't come so easily.

I... am weakening. Yeah, I... am weakening

If I was gonna lose you, so what I'm gonna lose you
Either way, either way.
But my heart didn't choose to, so what I'm gonna lose you, yeah.
Either way. Either way, stay.

You got it, you got it all...
And you got it, and you got it all...

Oh... why am I weakening?

If I was gonna lose you, so what I'm gonna lose you
Either way. Either way.
But my heart didn't choose to, so what I'm gonna lose you
Either way. Either way, stay...

Oh... stay. Stay... Stay...

How far do
You see this oh
My truth is spoken whether
Or not you want to hear it
I'm sorry,
I worry though
Don't you ever say never
Or turn away

Say it all but not at all
Don't want to hear what you're really feeling
Forsaking the meaning
Take away the words I say
Realistic thoughts that I'm dreaming
Are you believing
Tell me what I wanna hear

Your teasing,
Misleading me
Where do you think we're going
Or leading me
I'm restless
Can't break you down
Though I know I don't know nothing
One day you may believe it

Say it all but not at all
Don't want to hear what you're really feeling
Forsaking the meaning
Take away the words I say
Realistic thoughts that i'm dreaming
Are you believing

Don't stray too far
The closer you are
The further the pain will fade away
I don't really care where you are
It will be either here or far
All and all this feeling
Will bring you home my man

So you say
Don't turn away
So you say
Don't turn away
So you stay
Don't turn away

Say it all but not at all
Don't want to hear what you're really feeling
Forsaking the meaning
Take away the words I say
Realistic thoughts that i'm dreaming
Are you believing
Tell me what I wanna hear

Say it all but not at all
(It will be either here or far)
Take away the words I say
(Bring you home again)
Say it all but not at all
Don't want to hear what you're really feeling
Forsaking the meaning