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14. | One (hidden live track; Metallica's cover version) |
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I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
till control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and defeating you
I'm gunna kick around
Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you
Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and feel you
Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that live beside you
Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why I'd feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gunna cut myself and
Watch the blood hit the ground
Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you
Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and feel you
Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that live beside you
Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!
You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gunna break it
You Open your mouth again,
By god I cannot take it
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you
Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and feel you
Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that live beside you
Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
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I am living without you
You think everything will be fine
I fight making it hard to lie
Realize nothing is left inside
I'm 'bout to break somebody off (thunder in my mind)
I'm 'bout to break somebody off (feel like it is dying)
I'm 'bout to break something off (now it will be mine)
I'm 'bout to break somebody off
My knife is going to hurt you
My face not going to wait this time
I play games just to spite you
I know you're going to believe this time
I'm 'bout to break somebody off (thunder in my mind)
I'm 'bout to break somebody off (feel like it is dying)
I'm 'bout to break something off (now it won't be mine)
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Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
When can they be thrown in a cage?
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your so life care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can see
Lead the way, make the Pain
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me and I won't go down
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your so life care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can see
Lead the way, make the Pain
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
Can it really be the day, today
Does this make the problems go away
I'm going to hurt just in time
Right now!
- I take in all I can now
Right Now!
- Feel (dunno)
Right Now!
- there is nothing you can do that can stop me
Right now x 9
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
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Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I began?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they maybe end up dead
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I feel that I can flight)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can flight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Silent it goes away
Patient oh, should I really stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I'm lead
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I feel that I can flight)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can flight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Oh I must hold on
Oh I won't be gone
Oh I won't stop now
Oh I don't know how
Why I can't hold on?
Why I can't be gone?
Why I can't stop now?
Why I'm don't know how?
Here we go again (again) x7
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I feel that I can flight)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can flight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
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I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
inside my body is troubled,
full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop
getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me
Always they bring drama to me
Look, look at me now
NOWWWWWWWW
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can't stand all this fucking Pain
Please just go away
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Realize that I can never win
sometimes I feel like I have failed
inside where do i begin my mind is laughing at me
tell me why am I to blame
on me
both will be the same, that's why
I can never change this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel you hate the change in me
sometimes I can never tell
if I got something that remains
that's why I just hang in grief
or this I just let me think
tell me why am i to blame
on me
both will be the same, that's why
I can never change this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel you hate the change in me
Betrayed,
I feel so insane
I really tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel you hate the change in me
I feel you hate the change in me
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Always, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping in time,
Will bury all this time
And will awake something inside
We pushed button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known
Our lives, were good in everywhere
too late, time after time
all love turned to hate
but we stayed by each others side
We pushed button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known
I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong
Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved fuck my bride
Then we meet again
We pushed button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
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(featuring Nas)
Nas:
Everybody's an Enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching naked women
do sick stuff on my porn collection on television
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2
Nas:
Watching my own back
strapped in chrome, to my homies
where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites
with benzene, amen
Look at the trash that's biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman
on Apollo theater
imagine that another black with a hook
who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm in raged
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2
JD:
You fill your lies around me
and you think you won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done
JD:
You think you can take me
you think you can play me
you're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me x5
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
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I cannot ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away
Need no place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday,
'cause it's the price I have to pay
for what's inside my mind
I am alive
You gives 'em to me everyday
That's okay, that's how I like to play
They're not first in line
What's in my head I didn't say
It's something that I can't run away
What's inside my mind
I am alive
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive
Alive!
I cannot ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away
Need no place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday,
'cause it's the price I have to pay
for what's inside my mind
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive
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Run away to no where
To chicken shit to face
I'm gunna go there
The beer I cannot taste
You think you got me
You're gunna tumble down
Keep coming for me
I'll drop you on the ground
I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2
You're gunna feel how
I really am with you
You're going no where
Don't really know what to do
It's going to go on
Until you run away
You can't control me
You best do in my way
I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2
Don't you know that
You can touch me
Don't you know that
You can bring me down
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven't stepped across that line
LINE! LINE!
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
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We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play
I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We are estranged
We are Deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play
I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
it has been lead astray
I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does it have to end this way
Feeling done, so long
oh god it's just everyday
It's everything
Now I pray for all
I'll live another day
I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
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Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom
What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that (x4)
What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and
We're still knocking the need to bow down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that (x4)
We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
Across the world you've fed (?) what you found
Across the world you're breaking you down
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that shit (x4)
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Y'all want a single say fuck that
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Standing inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always take shit
Can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on
End
When will this end? (x7)
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
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I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel the scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I can not see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing's real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me
Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me
Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh please help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me
Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
(Get 'em up! Get 'em up!)
Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
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