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I'll take a million lies
I'll forget a million deaths
I continued to lie
Still holding my breath I take it back
Take this bullet and end this all
Still warm blooded I fake this smile
I'm stuck between birth and death
I'm stuck between good and bad
I watched ash turn to ash
I watched dust turn to dust
I watched friendships die for what?
Ashes to ashes
Dust turn to dust
This broken neck comes from lust
Where does this loyalty lie today?
Where the fuck, do you stand?
In the end what will learn before we die?
In the moonlight you see me in my true form
This curse will still plague my, my rotting bones
I watched the dead coming back to life
This promise will end up broken now
I still hear your heart beating
I still hear your bones breaking
With you lying there I guess this is the end
Mutiny will end us
Promises will only break us
Don't forget who you are today
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Dreams kill the image of the innocent that dies
That a heart beats pure is blackened within her eyes
A heart that was once pure but now is blackened
Dreams kill the image of the innocent
A one clear moment shows its unloved soul
This one clear moment shows me its unloved soul
This one clear moment shows its unloved soul
This one clear moment shows me its love
Crushed into deceptive emotions
That I cannot escape, stronghold pity me the noose hung
See through my eyes as I pity myself awoken dreams of a future
Here left to bleed my loves heartbeat is taken away
My dreams forgotten, this is not my only wish
For every love that's taken me, for every pain that killed a dream
For every love that's taken me, for every pain
Every turn sculptures strength
(Self discipline is like tempered steel)
To kill me, to hate me, I can't understand this
I can not understand fate
For every pain that's taken me
For every love that's killed a dream
You've got to break the chains of a shackled mind
For every pain that killed a dream
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To all my friends I'll die for you, This is the way I feel, It's in my blood.
Yesterday today and tomorrow.
This is in my heart Ill never change.
Memories will live forever in my heart.
Fuck the fakes who have fallen through the cracks of patheticness.
I'll never forget you.
I'll never change the way I feel.
You will always be a joke in my eyes.
To all the fakes I fucken hate you.
To all my friends I'll die for you.
This is our lives.
This is who we are.
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Through these eyes open to life (through these eyes) unfold
Escape reality
Unfolded blood thrown before me, do you see what I see
Blood thrown before me, dreams killed by
Star lit harmony
As blood is thrown before me lost are those that don't believe that walk with
There eyes shut
Conclusion written in the blood
Of the narrow minded why that I ask
This is the only question that I ask
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Slowly watching these dreams all die
I cut my life away from you
I remember happiness
I see the evil in your eyes
I've seen the beauty in a modern world, destruction
I see shades of red blanketing the skies
I'm still dripping with blood
still shedding these tears
For what reason I do not know
I still taste the bitterness
one million reasons
One million reasons to die
Remember the times that we had
The depths are forgotten now
Forget your past
Look to the future
Drowning in my sleep
This is a fucking nightmare
I hope the regret burns into my hands
So I know what I've lost, I blame myself for our past
I still remember happiness
I'm still dripping with this blood
I'm still shedding these tears
I've seen the evil in your eyes
I still dream about you
I still die without you
Still dreaming, still dying
To be sleeping while still standing
Still sleeping, while still standing
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The torment of your lies tumble onto me
The torment of your lies tumble onto me
Tumble onto me like an avalanche
To kill!
The day will slowly drown
Walking alone with no one endless guilt.
Forever we die, time is not hers, not near the beginning
Walking alone broken dreams
Time is at an end which is near the beginning which brings us
Further from the truth and into history's path and what we call
Hope is nothing but a selfish lie and individual suggestions
Strokes of a brush fades away
Strokes of a brush fades away
As the wind blows, as the water hits the sand
Broken memories of a time forgotten,
Some called a dieing wish or some called a dying dream, life
To kill!
The day will slowly drown
Walking alone with no none, forever we die, time is not here
Not near the beginning, walking alone broken dreams
The rain falls outside the sky which was once
Now turns black as night
Hearts broken, hearts sinking, our hearts are broken
The blood of eternity from your finger, the blame
of every action comes to rest upon your shoulder
With every action comes to rest on your, upon your shoulders
Life renewed everyday see'd you forgiven
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