Been thinking about
All those lies that you heard me say
I can't make them go away
Been thinking about
All the mistakes you see me make
When I can barely hold on
You promise you won't let me go
And I want you to know
I don't live a perfect life
But god knows I'm trying the best I can
And I've been wasting so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can
Been thinking about
Its so hard to see what you see in me
Would you lay it out for me
Been thinking about
This isn't the way I thought it would be
When I can barely hold on
You promise you won't let me go
And I want you to know
I don't live a perfect life
But god knows I'm trying the best I can
And I've been wasting so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can
I'm breaking down and now I've found
A reason to make it this time around
No matter where I go I want you to know
I know that I'm never alone
I want you to know
I don't live a perfect life
But god knows I'm trying the best I can
And I've been wasting so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can
No matter where I go
I want you to know
I'm living the best I can
I want you to know
I've been wasting so much time
Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can
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