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The surface of a broken hand
A credent hand with nothing left to hold
Face turns cold to the touch
My face was white
Laying on the cold tile floor the floor
When I entered your room last night
Your face left me as coward
Now I'm left with nothing but your stare that's burning me
I don't try because I'll fail
I'm just in line with the rest of admire
Of admire
The surface of a broken hand
A credent hand with nothing left to hold
Face turns cold to the touch
My face was white
Face was white, was white
Left alone in desolate dreams
Why can't I be beautiful, so you'd want to save me?
But you're the angel with the perfect wings that I'll fucking break
And take you with me
But you're the angel with the perfect wings that I'll fucking break
And take you with me
Take you with me
Take you with me
Those words left as stain
I must make you see the ugliness
And you left your light on
And you turned my will again
Just look what you've created
A sick frail man scared to look at his shadow
I'm sorry that you're a part of this
But I can't be left alone tonight
I can't be left alone
Go
I can’t be left alone tonight
I can’t be left alone tonight
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Rain falls for delusions of loneliness
Alone in the rain, quietly dying
What's left to build that still remains?
When my eyes are covered in black torment
Two years of fucking torture
I questioned my importance
Never forget
Never again, never forget
Forget this, forget my face
Never forget, never again
Forget this, forget my face
Take the two seconds to immortality
I'll never forget this cold stare
I hope you're fucking choking
(I hope you're fucking choking)
Now I'll bring you back to my world
Scratch and cry out for suffering
Wither deep inside of me now
Never again, forget my face
Forget my face
Wither deep inside of me now
Never again, never forget
Forget this, forget my face
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Infect with all dissolved memories of one
Why did you care, when you never cared before?
Why’d you care, you never cared?
Why’d you care, you never cared?
Why’d you care, you never cared?
Why’d you care, you never cared?
Why’d you care, you never cared?
Why’d you care, you never cared?
Why’d you care, you never cared before?
I've become an instrument of your twisted flashbacks
Still you condemn me for my past mistakes
A curse to your saviours will
You stare so emotionless, but still I fall down
Your heart dies with every breath of this poison
Annihilation
I cannot, I will not, I won't forget
Now I must stand for who I am
And every picture I see is of you and every time you cry
Because your past can't run away
And you can’t, you can't run away from this, and you cannot hide
You can't hide from this, it won't begin
You can't hide from this, it won't begin
You can't hide from this, it won't begin
You can't hide from this, it won't begin
It won’t begin
It won’t begin
It won’t begin
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Fucking coward, does it make you feel big and strong
To watch her cry out and bleed?
See the fear in her eyes, won't you kill the weakness in yours
Mother fucker, vengeance comes soon
You won't stand in front of me
I'll avenge my family
Been waiting these four years to destroy you
To erase you
From this place so we can breathe
Don't want you as a memory
Shadow
I'll cast you down
You, you're just a bitch you think I'd let you forget?
Someday, our paths will cross; you're the one who will bleed
Salvation
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Delusion, you
Lost astray, alone in darkness
This loveless game of depression
Still hear voices of you
So bury me alive in this hole that you left for me
Deny everything, everything
Shallow reaching out for your forgiveness
Hopelessly, I cannot see anything
Now I must take myself
Now I must take my life
Now I must rip it back from you
Now I must take myself
Now I must take my life
Now I must rip it back from you
From you
From you
You
I've reached the final judgement
Every thought and every second that you smile
It makes me choke
It makes me bleed
All lies
Your smile makes me sick
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Blindfolded only
To hear blank words of crooked smiles
Crawling out of my skin
To see a broken reflection of myself
Sacrifices at the altar
Pull the trigger
End this illusion
Go
A black candle burns for your cold heart
A single choir sings for your every sin
So banish me
So banish me, erase the demons
I see you grey eyes wink at the blade
This breath of life and I'll watch you burn
This breath of life and I'll watch you burn
Thirteen locks the door, thirteen steps to break your smile
Blindfolded only
To hear blank words of crooked smiles
Crawling out of my skin
To see a broken reflection of myself
Sacrificed at the altar
Pull the trigger
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Monday morning, a Midwest gloom above
The word on the other end, the news of death to hope
Life slain by love, one last message of the voice of him
Life slain by promise, one last message of the voice of him
The voice of hope
But there was no hope, every second, unfulfilled lifeless reality
For every weakened mind, for every broken heart
His must remain for memories every fucking day
Every word you said came true
With this knife to your throat
Left in this hole, left alone to die
You foresaw the end
Is this what you want from us?
Is this what you wish from us?
I foresaw the end
And I fucking get to the end
Is this what you want from us?
Now we're gonna give it to you
Now we're gonna give it to you
Now we're gonna give it to you
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Curse myself down, decree of perfection
A slave to mirror ugly stares
A waste of scars rather to torment
Evil equals needle, so I shut my eyes again
So confined, scratch at my eyes
Bleed through my hands
Yesterday was everyday, so I swallow this hell again
Stare blindly
Mock me
Cast this shadow down and I'll keep running
I'll keep running away from you
You
Inside black painted walls
Leaves a stain of your sickness
Never the knowledge of a vagrant
You fucking leech, crawl out of my skin
I can't feel again
I can’t feel again
I can’t feel again
I can’t feel again
Curse myself down, decree of perfection now
A slave to ugly stares
A waste of scars to torment
Every moment, trapped inside, lost inside, side
Oh
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I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda
That wouldn’t screw to save its species
I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers
And smother all those French beaches I’d never see
I wanted to breathe smoke
(Where’d you go psycho boy?)
I felt like destroying something beautiful
Here comes another, deception for each other
Needles for your will, soaked up by egos
You, dry up my, you, raped away my foundation
Tell me lies that never miss
Why?
The blood that spilled every time we kissed
I am just your target
So start killing me
Your lies won't be forgiven this time
Your strong judgments leave me nothing but this
Placed a burden on my life
Your lies won't be forgiven this time
Your strong judgments leave me nothing but this
Placed a burden on my life
Your lies won't be forgiven this
Your lies won’t be forgiven
And now it all comes down to this
And now it all comes down to this
Here comes another, deception for each other
Needles for your will, soaked up by egos
You
Kill, fucking bleed my dry
Kill, fucking bleed me
Bleed my heart
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Go
Broken my promise of righteousness
Condemned for your beauty of silence
Torn angel wings, shown her soul
A solid stare beneath the wall of your heart
I ask for no forgiveness
Consumed, diseased, abused, embodied
Forsaken, I control my life
Lies crushed by your standards
Suffers
This blackest light burns brightest now
Lust for your demise
Oppressor, Death claims you
For every hour, Death makes you weak
Into the Thrones of Agony
The hourglass too strong to erase me
Erase me
You will not sell me
She cries aloud with this imbalancy
I must break away from your skin
I ask for no forgiveness
Consumed, diseased, abused, embodied
Forsaken, I control my life
Lies crushed by your standards
Fuck you
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Fucking coward, does it make you feel big and strong
To watch her cry out and bleed?
See the fear in her eyes, won't you kill the weakness in yours
Mother fucker, vengeance comes soon
You won't stand in front of me
I'll avenge my family
Been waiting these four years to destroy you
To erase you
From this place so we can breathe
Don't want you as a memory
Shadow
I'll cast you down
You, you're just a bitch you think I'd let you forget?
Someday, our paths will cross; you're the one who will bleed
Salvation
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