Argyle Park Album

Here it is, my life. My pain now lays before your feet. Listen to these words and do with them what you will, though I ask you to curse judgments fist and open your mind to my greatest fears. For this world has beaten me down, and I've shed more than my share of tears. So with that in mind I greet you into a reality of nothingness and bitter dark, and welcome you to my home of escape, my refuge, Argyle Park.

Merciful and merciless, Victim
Sound mind and insane are rearranged
To fit the mold, a truth untold

Resisting, persisting, unspoken and held within
Liar refractor

With my soul at rest I will no longer grieve
Of childhood memories and thoughts of the past
For a new path now stands before me
And I will carry this burden though
Knowing how to carry it is foreign to this child's mind.
So with no direction, I begin this long nights journey
And pray that I survive this life without any harm.

Violation is universal perversion is a common thing
Deception can be found in light and dark place
The heart is wicked desperately
The closest friend can be the darkest enemy
Unguarded hearts over powered
Remember the devil is a stalking lion
To you he may devour

You entered in left me no life to live
You made me feel I have no good to give
You've stripped away any normality
A life in hell is my reality


So many questions with NO solutions

My head is crushed under the weight
Of all the pain you've helped create
Looking for something I have yet to find
Sanity and peace of mind god knows I've tried

Above the pain the mask I'm forced to wear
Beneath the same the cross that I must bear
I will not trust I'm so afraid to feel
Prospering wound that seems will never heal

AGONY

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Impassive, unaware, in peril, unprepared

You never told me you never cared
You never showed me what I would face out there

Intimidate, expansion, in dispose, expulsion

Regression, Misdirect, Repression, Misguided

Still born dead soul rotting from within

I say my pain has become a heavy weight
A burdens folly
The long lost taste for a better life
One away from strife and the hatred born from ME

The circle, a beautiful ..... who's stays the same. Caught within ..... Swirl of ...... trickles into the perished earth below. Provides the nourishment for that which is done. Vain, all seems vain. And I stare at the curved shaped room.

Push shove your always in my face
You've never shown me love
I've never felt your grace, understand!

LEAVE ME ALONE

You have enough problems of your own
Don't try to make them mine
I'm human just like you
With my own existence to define

This one is mine
Burned by you kind too many times
And I am dry

I've seen the scars
Your life can do
I've know the damage
I am the damage

Clouds are gathering above
Earth is shattering beneath
Wielded weapon you called love
Has left a scar on me

You made me Violent

Rain is mixed with blood
Sweat of brow stings eyes
All has perished in the flood
Of your deceptive lies

I've taken what you've told me
I'm ready to apply
Liars can't be trusted
But who doesn't lie

d - D
i - I
e - E
s - S
e - E
l - L
Everybody ..... everybody .....

Sorrow in my heart
Fear flows through my vein
My body dies from within
Your burning scar will remain
Branded deep in flesh
Piercing right to the bone
Your voice screams in my head
Why don't you leave me alone

I am I am
Gutterboy

Well it was hard to accept that you would leave me to die
When I never received the love you said you supply
And I still can believe you ever said that you cared
While I lie broke and cold on the street of despair

Ricky, I've got the dog food for ya, and ahh, your a good kid, so stay out of trouble. The rain man is coming. I'm on the train. I'm on the train. There are three people on the train. ..... Where are you? I bet you can't sing spider man, spider man, bet ya can't sing spider man. Spider man, spider man, bet ya can't sing spider man. Oh Ricky, its your bass player, on the train, coming to get ya!

(samples)

'I'm gonna help all of you cleanse this diseased planet.'

'Devil's game'

'Warning!'

'This universe is mine.' 'I am your god here!'
-the Lawnmower Man

'Find a way out or die!'

Heavy in your hands
Guess I should have known
Manipulation for one of your own

Now its time for suffering
To shed the skin to which you cling
A relic of my everything
Is all you've left to hold.

I see no answer I should have known
I see no answer aggression in store
I see no answer one of your own
I see no answer comes to a halt

falling - letting - crawling - shedding

Leave me what I am
A mere shell of a man
...... take ......
I come at your command

(samples)

'Where is your friend'

'Shoot that techno.'

'Some things are better left unsaid.'
'You want to kill me?'

'I want to know all your secrets'

Heavy in your hands
Guess I should have known
Manipulation for one of your own

Now its time for suffering
To shed the skin to which you cling
A relic of my everything
Is all you've left to hold.

I see no answer I should have known
I see no answer aggression in store
I see no answer one of your own
I see no answer comes to a halt

falling - letting - crawling - shedding

Leave me what I am
A mere shell of a man
...... take ......
I come at your command

(samples)

'Where is your friend'

'Shoot that techno.'

'Some things are better left unsaid.'
'You want to kill me?'

'I want to know all your secrets'

Heavy in your hands
Guess I should have known
Manipulation for one of your own

Now its time for suffering
To shed the skin to which you cling
A relic of my everything
Is all you've left to hold.

I see no answer I should have known
I see no answer aggression in store
I see no answer one of your own
I see no answer comes to a halt

falling - letting - crawling - shedding

Leave me what I am
A mere shell of a man
...... take ......
I come at your command

(samples)

'Where is your friend'

'Shoot that techno.'

'Some things are better left unsaid.'
'You want to kill me?'

'I want to know all your secrets'

Doomsayer
Bomb say
Dragon slayer
Like the bells
Of a child from hell
Give them nightmares
My God yes my Lord
Won't be mocked
Or ignored
Send a shudder
Down the gutter
To the avenues
Right down to the level
Of the children of the devil
Your world is dying
No it won't be long
So whats going on

So come on back track slack
As I whack super natural
Defending the facts as
They try to act causal
Many feel superior
To go for the soul
Clamp them down in a hurry
Like a grace choke hold
To you face the joke plays
Out once more
1,2,3 for all have sinned
And fell short of the glory of God
Their hit harder than a PLO car bomb
I long for the days
When hearts were a blaze
The spirit moved mighty
As the people where amazed
I want it back like the cluck want crack
I want to fight back I want to attack
My spirit is for war
What you waiting for
The hatred won't seize
So I make it a feast
I get up on the ... cause I'm scared of the doomsayer

.....speak your doom

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