Allele Album

In a dark room, with no conscious
I hear a voice saying not again
In a circle, of no reason
Stepping on everyone you call your friends

Always on empty it's unambiguous
You're testing my patience as you avoid the rest
So no I'm falling cuz I'm filling up
With emotion and I'm choking up
And your walls keep building up
Your pain defines me, inside it's blinding

All the pieces, on the inside
You will break and you'll mold again
What's the purpose for all this pain?
Will you find yourself again?

Always on empty it's unambiguous
You're testing my patience as you avoid the rest
So now I'm falling cuz I'm filling up
With emotion and I'm choking up
And your walls keep building up
Your pain defines me, inside it's blinding

You fake everything you do
And throw it all away when you're through

So now I'm falling cuz I'm filling up
With emotion and I'm choking up
And your walls keep building up
Your pain defines me, inside it's blinding

Lashes out again
Silently I can't keep from caving in
The truth is I always wanted to be the one
That you could confide in
As I hear the sound, of a voice
Telling me not so loud
As I hear the sound

Suddenly I'm so different
I'm so different from you [x2]

I dream for hours on end
About a life I could never believe in
Betrayed by what you would say
It comes around again
I pay no mind for something I just cannot hide
As I hear that sound, as I hear that sound
Telling me

Suddenly I'm so different
I'm so different from you [x2]

Devils be the ones
Tells me I've nothing to loose if I'm falling
Before I cave I want you to know
You did this to me

Suddenly I'm so different
I'm so different from you [x2]

But I realize the difference is you [x2]

How cold the light unfolds
I feel unfaided
Revealed the truth and I become unstapled
Now you're sick and exhausted, you're choking up
All your thoughts of regret, what you've given up
Now you're crazed and disgusted, this place is destructive
And now, its taken me over

I have the world to walk on my own
How can I face the truth alone?
And I've found the will to bury it all
And I'm closer, now I'm closer to habit

You shoot the sky with lies
It becomes unfaithful
Open your eyes till they finally close
Revealed the truth and I've become unstable
No more aching to find what you cant live up
As your tastes become needs don't you get enough?
Now you're closer to habit, cursed as an addict
Some how, save me

I have the world to walk on my own
How can I face the truth alone?
And I've found the will to bury it all
And I'm closer, now I'm closer to habit

I will not give in [x3]
to this habit

I have the world to walk on my own
How can I face the truth alone?
And I've found the will to bury it all
And I'm closer, now I'm closer to habit [x2]

But I'm closer to habit

I know that you've come
To end my shame
And dig up my empty scars
Just to cut them again
Have you ever been sown shut?

I'll lay my hands down
To comfort your empty soul
It never forgets
It lies in your skin beneath your back bone

I tried to hide
I don't want to be afraid
Of letting go, of someone like you
Another life another story
How will I know?

This time I can't speak
I'll scratch on my itchy wounds
It never forgives
A bed of your broken nails to lay on

I tried to hide
I don't want to be afraid
Of letting go, of someone like you
Another life another story
How will I know?

How will I know?

I don't want to be afraid (x2)
Of someone like you
I don't want to be afraid of letting go

I get lost in your telephone
I get lost in your radio, I do
I get lost in the way you call me home
Call me home
I get lost in your
And I know you're the only one, I do

I get lost in your words
Can you find a place where I'm whole again?
Now I'm lost in your words, can you find a place
And not pretend

I get lost on your pedestal
There's so much in the world I'd want to do
With you cause you have It all
And I know, it's not for sure

I get lost in your words
Can you find a place where I'm whole again?
Whole again!

I get lost in your words
Can you find a place where I'm whole again? [x4]

I know you feel the way I do [x4]

You never ask if I'm ok
The knife in my wrist will take your place
You're slipping farther away now
I'm starting to break, I can't take it

The pressure is building inside of me
The tension is taking over
I know that I'm strong enough to see
It's not about me

I cant believe a word you say
That pressure is taking over
I don't know how much I can face, with you
I don't know how much I can take
Despite all the changes you go through

The pressure is building inside of me
The tension is taking over
I know that I'm strong enough to see
It's not about me

No no no (x4)

You never asked if I'm ok
You never wanted me this way
You never asked if I'm ok
I never meant to be this way

The pressure is building inside of me
The tension is taking over
I know that I'm strong enough to see
It's not about me

I look in your eyes and you cannot hide
What I've come to open up
No words of restriction, just words of conviction
It's not about me

The pressure (echo) (x4)

In love with you again, so I
Can fall apart again
Just like a burning candle, I'd be your burning sun
Just like a wind, to carry you across the ocean

So what if I, what if I?
Throw my return to you, with now way out?
There no way out
And I'll come and beg for you
Cause there's no way out, and there's no way out anymore

I'm bending back to face the truth, about
So many things I never knew
There's too much hate to let go
Just like a canvas underneath the water shows
The stains of every color, I've had to know

So what if I, what if I?
Throw my return to you, with now way out?
There no way out
And I'll come and beg for you
Cause there's no way out, and there's no way out anymore

And I'll throw my return to you, with no way out
There's no way out
And I'll come and beg to you
With no way out, and there's no way, no way out

No way out

So much for, your fake innocence
Was this all for me

All alone, on my own
Caught up in your lies
What if they knew it was you
Caught up in disguise
After all I've done for you
Wait and see how it's gunna be
Caught up in your lies

So cynical, so many faces
Inside I wonder, just how you made it

All alone, on my own
Caught up in your lies
What if they knew it was you
Caught up in disguise
After all I've done for you
Wait and see how it's gunna be
Caught up in your lies

Because of you
Because of you that I'm here
In this place alone with no one to be
Completely because of you

Your lies [x3]

Caught up in your lies
What if they knew it was you
Caught up in disguise
After all I've done for you
Wait and see how it's gunna be
Caught up in your lies

In your lies
I'm caught up
I'm caught up
I'm caught up in the lies

Will we ever find the truth?

It seems that I
Don't know a thing about you
So now I know
What you came here for

Holding in
I've been waiting for something real
Now every time I think that I've been
Misunderstood

The stones
That you throw
They'll never reach the bottom
So now I know what you came here for

Holding in
I've been waiting for something real
Now every time I think that I've been
Misunderstood

It's like you, a cancer
It seeds down inside everything [x2]

Holding in
I've been waiting for something real
Now every time I think that I've been
Misunderstood

It's been so long, I can't hold on
All this suffering I've done
I can't escape, cause inside I'm breaking
Inside I'm breaking up
I've been used, and it's all I can do
To wash it away

Have I become a face to a new name?
I've tried to make it up enough
Are we better off, are we better off unknown

I face a new day
Will you meet me there or disappear with no trace
It's happened again
No more wind under broken wings to remind me of angels
My life's been pages, open books
Of an empty, careless impossible waste

I can't escape, will your words confine me, or will they set me free
Am I the only one to blame, for all the games we play?
Are we better off, are we better off unknown

Hold on to me for one more day
I feel I'm fading away
Are we better off, are we better off unknown

Am I the only one to blame, for all the games we play?
Are we better off, are we better off unknown

I'm better off unknown

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