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Change my attempt good intentions
Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
But I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
And please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt
Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
but I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know
Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition
Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
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Cherish
Two circular views of blue with a gray shade
So captivating
More than you know
False perceptions
That brought forth these questions of
Truth, love and hope
Now that you're injuring
I carry you with me just
Please hold on
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris
Love's not all lost
But it's nailed to my cross
And crucified all that I've held on
To be awaiting
Anti***ting a touch such as yours
False affection
A spawn of neglecting
A love, lust, hoax
Please understand me
That now where you're standing
Is closer then I'd hoped
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris
Your Iris
Your Iris
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
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My lapse in life I cannot lie
Compels to wonder why
My valid try is so far from divine
See you running (See you running)
The only way to fall is down
Strive to beat what eats within
Go ahead and drown the kid
Who thought could reach the rim
Of all the dreams once spoon fed
Hold you to up to the sky
Leave you there just one more time
My valid try is so far from divine
See you running (See you running)
The only way you've known how
See you running (See you running)
The only way you've known how
Back and forth I cannot take this
Forced euphoric fabrication
Held in place the hearth is weightless
Breaking down I need a facelift
Don't stare at the wall
Don't stare at the wall
Don't stare at the wall
Don't stare at the wall
See you running (See you running)
The only way you've known how
See you running (See you running)
The only way you've known how
See you running (See you running)
The only way you've known how
See you running
The only way to fall is down
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Read the writing on the wall
Scar across the lips that talk
Boldly shrouding all I thought
Slowly building a flaw
Fair warning
Between the lines
Discover I
Thought you knew was their excuse
Technique swallowing puke
Rape
Sliding down my back a blade
Spread her open to betray
Lying in the bed you've made
All is fair when love is hate
Skin the past what's done is done
Bloody taste I bite my tongue
Tears are old and grey at best
Long for rest
Attempt to refrain slow burn
Stitch shut minds eye
Wish to be oblivious
Time will gracefully numb
Rape
Rest from this might teach a lesson
Picking scabs can cause infection
Rest. From. This.
Rape
Sliding down my
Sliding down my
Sliding down my...
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Inside this is all that helps
Only to feel your existence (stop)
Deny the truth that my life has changed
Hoping that this is all just a dream.
Living inside of just what could not be
No way to read your obituary
Enslaved to a silence so frequently rang
Buried the place that reminds me you lay.
This isn't what you really are
Blindfolded through the hurt
So sorry
So sorry
Memories my mind still replays
Comforting thoughts 'til I awake.
The presence of you is haunting through shapes
Reflecting your image off on my face
Whispered desire to know you're at peace
Blank in the eyes you're vacant to me
So with the spirit entirely strong
Entirely strong it's time to move on
This isn't what you really are
Blindfolded through the hurt
So sorry
So sorry
(for this all)
Empty still frames
Turning the page
Let go, Let go your hope
This isn't what you really are
Blind folded through the hurt
So sorry
So sorry
(for this all)
Let go, Let go your hope
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Here we in are red
Suffocating in this tie
Down with you with me
Unable to breathe force fed
Blind to this so long
Thread in mouth all senses gone
Leaves my back my chest
Six feet down it's buried dead
Turn to your back and walk away
(cut out the face, do as I say)
Twisting and turning why isn't this working
(cut out the face) For what cause
(do as I say) At what cost
Twisting and turning why isn't this working
Beg plead and scream
Show me what you will
I’ll watch straight faced
Not another cheek
Eyes swollen
A shape I'd like to kill
Here you are in red
Stunned as you may feel
Turn to your back and walk away
I'm lifting a burden
Pointless diversion
Just try
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Forced myself to sleep last night
Woke up to all white
Saw all the tears and cries
Screamed out with no reply
Nirvana dreams were never right
When crossing to the other side
It's too late to take this back
This accidental exit
Now what's in store for a
Soul with premature
Wings that will never soar
For what they're made for
Why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all
(so tell me)
Why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all
Life is always strange
Signs lie wondering
Mental sodomy
This can't be happening
(so tell me)
Why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all
Why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all
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Cold cells slightly shaded in this box I'm laying
Statues surround with frozen faces
Trying to sustain amazement
Listening to the one who's praying
Words of wisdom hope of consoling
Configured rows of saddened displacement where they all wept
(falling away)
I feel me changing
(expressions so vague)
Why aren't you screaming
Wide eyed water glaze drip
Loss of explanations
Broken smiles display carnations
Longest isle to confrontation
Watched by all the professional strangers
Stained glass window panes of Jesus
Reflect the dim lit ceremony for the lonely
Saw you standing there
My presence near
Saw you standing there
Your presence near
(gasping for breath only to see)
Gasping for breath only to see
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Fragile, engulf
Come on, turn on
Penetrate without touch
Lay waste the virgin you were
Come on it barely shows
I'll grow to face your God
Consumed you'll hardly know
Atrophy of souls
Fragile, engulf
Come on, turn on
Strap in and pose for the pawn that you are
Thrusting in deeper you'll beat me
Feed on the products of filth like a fiend
Worship and praise to the screen
Come dance with me
The shadows in the moonlight are calling
Strap in and pose for the pawn that you are
Thrusting in deeper you'll beat me
Feed on the products of filth like a fiend
Penetrate without touch
Self Indulgent
Your leisure
Self Indulgent
Your leisure
Force feed
Force feed
Force feed us
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Discomposed as a whole
A kindred gift
Barely possessed
Struggles with lack of control
Meet our mistakes, and put on display
Stone me like a martyr
Making it much harder
Time just might beat out my will to overcome
Envious
A simple touch
All of this longing
Hollowed out longings of chimera
Bend and fold
Reform the shape
Force into place
Cant uphold
Devouring the author weakening their order
Envious a simple touch
Hold tight
Why's this even questioned at all?
Why's this even questioned at all?
Turning around, crawling with vengeance,
Tempts me
Tearing around tearing it out
Fraility
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Change my attempt good intentions
Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
But I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
And please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt
Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
but I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know
Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition
Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
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Cherish
Two circular views of blue with a gray shade
So captivating
More than you know
False perceptions
That brought forth these questions of
Truth, love and hope
Now that you're injuring
I carry you with me just
Please hold on
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris
Love's not all lost
But it's nailed to my cross
And crucified all that I've held on
To be awaiting
Anti***ting a touch such as yours
False affection
A spawn of neglecting
A love, lust, hoax
Please understand me
That now where you're standing
Is closer then I'd hoped
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris
Your Iris
Your Iris
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris
Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
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Please savior of here
Give me shelter from fear
I need answers to this
Crazy world that's so mixed
With this pain that leaves us
Lifeless and so dead-souled
We all need to break this mold
I'm so sure, you'll blame me for this all
What's so wrong, you claim to call this love
I'm so sure, you'll blame me for this all
What's so wrong, you claim to call this love
Drips hit the floor, who cares at all
Flesh sheared and torn, sleaves hide remorse
Stardom branded skin, traps pain within
Expectations, never reaching
I'm so sure, you'll blame me for this all
What's so wrong, you claim to call this love
I'm so sure, you'll blame me for this all
What's so wrong, you claim to call this love
I'm so sure, you'll blame me for this all
What's so wrong, you claim to call this love
I'm so sure, you'll blame me for this all
What's so wrong, you claim to call this love
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Hindered by innocence
The timid turn to prey
Swallowed in her smile
Unaware
Turning ears deaf to pain
Willing and weak are one in the same
Watch as your rapid seasons start to change
All of the seasons that fought you
All of the reasons that got you here in the first place
Love in time grows stagnant
The innocence we have lost
New grains of time will not rewind
Injuries strain from her perfect art of guile
Swindling her space
In despair
Shed a tear of mock sincerity
Condescending hearts can display
Cracks as your zone if comfort starts to fray
Humbling to sit back and watch through
All of the actions that got you
Clearly no mercy
Love in time grows stagnant
The innocence we have lost
New grains of time will not rewind
Through patience I'm viewing from outside
Such a shame your pride
Left you in a state of pure denial
Love in time grows stagnant
The innocence we have lost
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